being stretched
Feb. 5th, 2009 11:08 pmI negotiated my first real business lease today. At least, most of the way. I haven't signed paperwork, but I did my homework, I asked good questions and between Troy and I, I think we managed to get ourself into a good location. We are waiting for a deposit to go through, we have to get a financial overview to the property management company and then I think we will be ok! :) I can't wait.
This level of interacting in my hometown as a professional is totally engaging. I like the idea of being where I am at and I like doing what I do. It's hard on my body right now as it is having kittens when it gets sick, I really go down... and also, it's hard when I don't have someone at home taking care of my home. My puppies get strange when I am gone and my house goes uncleaned for awhile.
Then there is the life path section. This is the part of me that is figuring out what I want aside from my job. I have been given the option to just focus on that and not have to work, and this, while a dream for most people, looks a lot like hell to me. The truth is, I don't know who I am apart from what I do.
this is something that leads me to do things perhaps I wouldn't otherwise just to show "who I am." LOL so does that mean I'm not that thing? Hah!
Anyway, it's late... I've rambled on this topic now for a few weeks and I am not going to solve it tonight in an LJ post.
This level of interacting in my hometown as a professional is totally engaging. I like the idea of being where I am at and I like doing what I do. It's hard on my body right now as it is having kittens when it gets sick, I really go down... and also, it's hard when I don't have someone at home taking care of my home. My puppies get strange when I am gone and my house goes uncleaned for awhile.
Then there is the life path section. This is the part of me that is figuring out what I want aside from my job. I have been given the option to just focus on that and not have to work, and this, while a dream for most people, looks a lot like hell to me. The truth is, I don't know who I am apart from what I do.
this is something that leads me to do things perhaps I wouldn't otherwise just to show "who I am." LOL so does that mean I'm not that thing? Hah!
Anyway, it's late... I've rambled on this topic now for a few weeks and I am not going to solve it tonight in an LJ post.