Circle Around like the Moth

So, yesterday I came down with something that had been sitting on me all week. I slept almost 18 hours in a row. I cancelled my appointment with Robert even, who is difficult to get into.

This morning, I woke up around 9 AM, but still felt ill, but had cabin fever really bad. I didn't want to be in bed. Period. So abdul_hadi and I wandered downtown and bought a battery for my laptop and then by the time I was done with that, I was too tired and so we wandered back. I am really cranky and not feeling well. It's hard to be patient when you feel groady. (Is this a word?) Yesterday, Jason was asking me questions about my trip to SFO and I just was like, "I don't care, why are you asking me this!" Really, I did care, he just should have been talking to someone else (like abdul_hadi) because my body just was not cooperating at all.

So, I'm on the couch, listening to Sinead O'Conner and reading The Magick of Aleister Crowley. Zach and melrae were supposed to come over, but he came down with a migraine... so I guess I'll take a nap and maybe my cranky mood will subside.

We had to reschedule Lammas because of this silly illness. :( There is a part of me that is super frustrated right now... but I just have to remember that it is just me feeling ill, nothing real.